L0ve in me..

 

I had fell in love so many time but all of them is not a real love for me, I had never go through the truly and first love yet. This page I will share with YOU GUYS my story of 'love' where it is sweet, it is pain and it is childish happened to me  starting on since I was in primary school until now, here the story of my puppy love ^_^

At primary school

---> I had fell in love with my cousin who is much older than me because he looked handsome and kind. I keep gave him a love letters and flowers whereas taken on the street and ordered my friend to give it to him. One day, he came to me and told me that he already has a girlfriend but he said I am his princess. I am shy but amused me as well ^.^

---> I had fell in love with my neighbor. He moved next to my house. He is cute and white. When we see each other, we will smiling. He always invite me to play roller skates with him and playing in the playground. Sometimes he came to my house for meals and watching cartoon. We had go through a many happily time. Suddenly, he told me that he will moving to another place in Perak because his mother was transferred to the school in Perak as his mother is a teacher. I am sad and he promised me that he will come for visited but never happen.

--->Next, I had fell in love with my classmate. He is so naughty and love to teasing me but actually he is good and kind because he always buy me an ice cream when rest time. When in class, he will sat behind me and kicking my chair, it makes me angry to him but he always gave me a love letters and draw something beautiful on the letter as he is in good on drawing. 

At secondary school

---> at this moment, I grow up as a teen where know what is the meaning of love. Mostly, I had feel in love with the someone who I do not know how their face it is ?. This is unclear for me because never met and 

We just communicated through messaging and calling. There are three boys I am coupling with them through this situation where call 'phone love'. ^.^

---> This boy love me so much, and willing to give me anything I want. He is so kind man that I had ever met. He always treat me, buy me something such as burger, chocolate, novel, teddy bear and bring me for shopping. He gave me cellphone as my birthday present and a money whenever I desperate for it. One day, I accept his proposal for being his girlfriend but actually I never love him and treat him just like my own brother as he always help me and my family when in trouble.

---> I had fell in love with someone when I was working in JUSCO. He is good man and caring but for real my feeling toward him sometimes is not the feeling of love but the feeling of friends. We had go through so many sweet time as we go to work and eat together but it only takes a 7months then we broke up because getting bored each other.

---> Next, I had a relationship with someone who has car for the first time, it makes me happy because he can take me out wherever I wanted to go. We often loitering somewhere and watching cinema. Unfortunately,  maybe because my attitude not matured and too childish, and sometimes I am forgot about him we get bored each other. 

Until now, I have never found my truly love yet even in UiTM now , I am still waiting and seek for it >_<